Remember

I remember that time
When you lay so close
I couldn't tell if
The heartbeat I was hearing
Was mine or yours.

I remember how
You saw beauty in ugliness,
Humor in sadness,
How you found lyrics
In the trees, the moon,
My eyes...

I remember the times
We spent at the beach
When the ocean was
Ours to keep.

I remember the stars
Reflected in your eyes,
Your smile was a lighthouse
Guiding me to safety.

Remember when I asked you
If there is more sand
Than there are stars.
You told me
I couldn't compare sand
With the stars.
The stars are too majestic.

Remember how
You made me feel so stupid
Yet you loved me anyway...

Remember the times
We remembered the times
That made us laugh.

Remember how you made me laugh.


I think I had a good day today :) I've been sick these last three days, and I haven't eaten anything proper either, but I was in need of seeing Lisa. It's been a while. So I called Ub to ask him if he wanted to go too, which he did, so he came and picked me up and then I drove to Bangsar :) Which was fun, and we called up Usman as well, so he came and we all sat at Starbucks and talked. And laughed. A lot. It was really nice. Then I drove back with Ub to One Utama and we watched Pink Panther II. I guess it was okay, but it was kind of predictable, in a way. So I didn't think it was great, but it was funny at quite a few times. Quite similar to the first one. Blah blah blah.
It's already late. I was so surprised when I looked under my door and saw that it's dark outside. That means my parents are sleeping. So I checked the time, and it's already 11:30. That's not that late, but it's later than I thought it was. You know what? Who cares.
I have this odd pain in my chest tonight and I ate a tiny piece of pizza and now I feel like throwing up. I wonder when my stomach is going to cooperate and start loving life again. I hope it's soon. I'm tired of watching other people eat all this good food and knowing that I can't without feeling really crappy.
I'm going to sleep now. I rearranged my room, so it's really cosy now :) I want to sleep in my bed forever. That would be... nice but kind of scary too.

I feel really stupid.
Good night.